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Tossed Aside

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Mom, Dad…I have something to tell you, something that I've been keeping from you for years.  Please promise me that you'll love me no matter what I say, and that you'll support me to the end.

Mom, Dad…I'm bisexual.  There's a girl at school that I like, and her name is _____.  She's really pretty, with her long dark hair that fills your nostrils with the aroma of strawberries with every swish, and her warm honey-brown eyes.  Mom, you'll like her because she can cook and strike up great conversation; Dad, you'll like her because she's a sports nut and knows how to fix cars.  She can protect your precious baby girl.  We're in love and would like to have your blessing to date one another.

Mom, Dad…where are you going? I'm right here in front of you.  Mom, go ahead and slap me all you want, show me just how much I anger you.  Dad, yell at me to your heart's content and say how I disgust you with my actions.  Or you can both say that you love me and are proud that I am taking charge and standing up for my beliefs.  Please, just…don't walk through that door.  Please, sit back down and talk to me.  Don't stay silent; tell me how you feel about this: do you love me or hate me? Look at me with your eyes, be they warm or filled with icy loathing.  Look at me! Yell at me! Hit me! Just do something already! Don't leave me to sit here by myself in this cold, empty room.  Don't just walk away from this like cowards and expect me to suddenly change back to straight, because that won't happen.  DON'T JUST ABANDON ME BECAUSE OF THIS!!

Mom, Dad…why can't you understand? Why can't you both see that I'm not a disgusting piece of garbage? I'm still your daughter, your flesh and blood.  I'm no different than how I was before; I still love to read and go to school, I still love both of you endlessly.  I haven't changed, so why have you left me like this, so…alone?

Why have you tossed me aside?
Another little number that came out of nowhere. I suppose this is a fear that every female bisexual has.
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HurtfulMind's avatar
Not only is it a fear but some have it as a reality such as I. It causes a lot of stress and a lot of emotional problems. My dad isn't involved but mom is, I ended up loosing my best friend from something like this. I ended up lying to myself and telling myself I an straight and telling this to my mom as well just to get her to except me and to end her suffering. Yes, she suffered when she found out, told me she had nightmares about me being bi, getting diseases and living with a female for the rest of my life.

I liked your story though it caused me to think about my past, there is a lot more to this than I told you but I still enjoyed reading it. ^^ ♥